Saturday, June 19, 2010

Pre-Father's Day Celeb

Weekend is very precious to me. It's the only time I get to spend long hours with my boys. I believe it's what every parent is looking forward after a long week of hard work.

I started the day by cooking a special breakfast. Pau's favorite pasta (at least the ones I can cook) Tomato Garlic with Shrimp Pasta as I call it.

















After that I insisted that we go to Greenhills so I could buy my Father's day gift for Pau of course without him knowing it. harhar. It's his first time celebrating Father's Day as a dadso I want it to be a little bit special.








My big and lil boys at Viramall













Pau has been planning to buy a new phone for a long time but because of his "kakuriputan" until now he's using his P500 worth CP haha. So I bought him the Q20 Myphone. It's a good phone actually. With its features and the price...makes me wanna buy also haha.

















OMG he was so happy with it! We went back home around 3pm and he played with it until 10pm. That's what I love about my hubby. He's so appreciative even though some may say it's only a cheap phone :)

This has been a happy day. Liam was responding and playing with me. I guess it really is just a phase or he might be tired that time. Maybe I shouldn't worry much right?

Advance Happy First Father's Day daddy!

We love you.
- Mommy and Liam

Friday, June 18, 2010

Worries

Liam made me cry today.

His dad left early this morning to process his clearance from his previous work. I told myself....at last Liam is all mine for 3 hours!. I was looking forward to this moment. I missed being alone with my baby since I went back to work.

But it seems that he doesn't want me today. I kept calling him but he doesn't look at me. I move towards his gaze but he kept looking the other way. Liam why? Are you fed up of mommy's face? You don't want mommy any more? Please don't it hurts mommy...

Maybe it's just a phase...I'm worried that my lil boy is not recognizing me as his mom anymore. I'm worried that he might prefer other people than me. I hate being paranoid! I hate this separation anxiety that I'm going thru.

Finally it's weekend. Its' family time! Hopefully tomorrow will be different.

Love you Liam!
- Mommy

Starter post

After I gave birth, I always asked my dad "Am I like this...like that...when I was a baby?". His answer was always "I don't remember". Urrghhh how frustrating. I wish my mom was still here. I miss you so much mom!.

I should have started this blog a year ago but pregnancy kept me occupied and way too lazy haha. It's not yet too late to keep up right? One thing for sure..I wanna always remember the precious moments with my little boy

Love you Liam!
- Mommy